The Seer (Draft version, © L Doughty November 2004)
Splinters of Ramone's precious orb lay around her.
"Why?" she snapped. "You know that I could never sell it!"
Thorne shrugged. "Your penance," he answered as he sheathed his blade,
"is to reflect on what might have been had you indulged my need."
"My penance? On top of losing my scrying ball?" The words escaped
before Ramone could control her anger. As Thorne's hand stung her cheek
she realised that perhaps it would have been better had those words
been left unsaid.
His black eyes drilled into hers as he gripped her chin firmly. "Yes,
your penance. You've become too sure of yourself, wife. Denying me our
possessions is just one of the ways you've shown how self-centred
you've become. With the money from the sale of that orb we could have
paid our debtors and stayed. Now, we'll have to move on, again, before
they realise that we can't pay."
For several long moments Thorne held her gaze. Ramone tried not to let
the tears fall. His scar had reddened with his anger, standing out in
jagged peaks that stretched from his left eye to his nostrils before it
disappeared beneath the black hair of his moustache and beard. She knew
it continued to his throat, that he had been lucky to survive that
particular brawl. It was just one scar of many that marked his body, as
she knew too well. Ramone shuddered and Thorne's lips curled up in
derision.
"Prepare to leave. Tonight. And don't try to go alone, like last time.
We're watching your every move," he snarled before kissing her.
There was no love behind the kiss but Ramone didn't draw away as his
tongue forced itself into her mouth and the bristly hairs of his
moustache dug into her skin. Instead she allowed him to finish and
didn't wipe her lips until after he had stormed out of the caravan.
Her first thought after he left was to pick up the pieces of the
scrying ball. Kneeling down Ramone began to gather the shards
carefully, placing them in the red velvet bag that the orb had always
been kept in. It had belonged to her mother and to all the women in her
family, stretching back generations. Until now it had survived. Ramone
wept as she searched the floor for every last splinter.
Thorne had had no right to demand it of her. The ball was her only
family possession, her only link with the past. Damn his gambling! If
not for him throwing away their money they could have lived a
reasonable life. Not rich, but comfortable. Instead they'd joined up
with this ragbag of travellers, the Ullitos, who were unwelcome every
where they went. But they were Thorne's protection, Thorne's friends.
And Ramone's keepers.
She flinched as one of the shards pierced her skin. Instinctively
Ramone sucked her finger, swallowed the blood. And, unbeknown to her, a
tiny splinter of the scrying ball.
It was dark before Thorne returned. Ramone had done as she had been
told and was ready to leave. Neither of them spoke as they mounted the
caravan and Thorne took up the reins. In moments they were moving along
a narrow trail along with the tribe. It was a given that the Ullitos
would depart with them. Thorne was regarded as one of theirs and they
stuck by each other in times of need. Where one went, they all went.
Ramone knew and understood why Thorne stayed with the travellers. And
she had encountered the cruelty they dealt out when she had tried to
flee. It wasn't done to desert the Ullitos.
As they travelled in silence Ramone had plenty of time to think. She
had considered fleeing again. All afternoon as she had cleared up their
pots and pans, watched by the other women and a few of the men-folk,
Ramone had longed for an opportunity to leave the camp. But none came.
Once, in her scrying ball, Ramone had seen herself living in a small
cottage by a lake. She'd been alone, free and happy. The sighting
returned as the horses pulled them further away from civilisation and
Ramone sighed. Thorne glanced at her, his expression wary.
"Why so happy, wife? Have you at last come to your senses?"
Ramone shrugged. "A memory. From my scrying," she answered. She'd
learned not to lie to him. The man had a knack for knowing when she did.
"Well, you won't scry again, will you? Not that you were any good. It
was why I lost all our money, relying on your so-called sight."
"It was never meant to be used that way," Ramone said as she gathered
her shawl more tightly around her. The wind was growing in strength, as
if trying to tug away her scant protection. "You knew that. The orb
tells only of possible futures, not of guaranteed predictions."
Thorne snorted. "So you say. But it won't happen again, now, will it? Better that I use reliable seers from now on."
Ramone shrugged, returning to her reverie as Thorne shouted at the
horses and whipped their flanks as they struggled to climb a steep
hill. Behind them the chief of the Ullitos also spurred his horses on.
It would be a long and difficult night.
Thorne was right, of course. She had never been good at scrying. Nor
had her mother. But it was a family tradition for the eldest daughter
to become a seer. It was why Thorne had married her, Ramone now knew.
He had hoped that she would bring him fortune, a life of luxury. But it
hadn't worked out that way. She'd had some luck, seeing things that
Thorne could make use of. But his insistence that she used her skills
to see the outcome of horse races had never worked well. He could never
understand that what she saw was only a fleeting possibility, one of
many, and not a certainty.
As the caravan reached the peak of the hill and started back down the other side and through woodland, Ramone gasped.
"There are soldiers down there!" she screamed. "Turn back or you'll all be killed!"
"Soldiers? Have you gone mad, wife?" Thorne glowered at her. "There are
no soldiers for miles. And why would they kill us? You make no sense!"
"I see them!" she cried. "Hundreds of them. Sent to rid the lands of the Ullitos by the young prince."
Laughing, Thorne shook his head. "Now you have lost it, wife! There is no young prince. He died at birth."
Ramone closed her eyes, saw the twin boys. One had died. One had lived.
But was rejected by the queen, sent to live with a trusted manservant
and his wife. They should have kept quiet, said nothing. But seeing the
turmoil in the land and fearing what would happen should the old king
die without an heir, they had told him the truth.
Now the prince wanted to earn his inheritance. Already he had gathered
a small army, a big enough force for him to avenge the death of his
foster mother, raped and murdered by...
"You killed her! You, and the chief, and the others!" hissed Ramone.
Angrily Thorne thrashed at the horses. "I've killed many women. We all have. So what?"
"You butchered the hunter's wife for pleasure. And now you'll die."
"You're no seer, wife! Am I to believe the ranting of a mad woman?"
Ramone spoke quietly. "I've never needed the orb. None of us have. It
was in our blood. The orb contained the magic we had lost. When you
broke it the power in the swirling glass was released. What I see now
is true sight, husband. And the soldiers are waiting on the far bank of
the stream..."
Thorne appeared troubled but she could tell that he wouldn't believe
her. None of them would. As they rounded the next bend Ramone took
advantage of the slowing of the horses and jumped. Rolling into a ball
she flung herself to the ground and vanished into the undergrowth.
As Thorne yelled out to the chief that she had escaped he found himself
approaching a stream. There were flashes of light, the sound of blades
upon blades as the Ullitos in front had to jump from their caravans and
defend themselves. For a moment Thorne wondered that perhaps, for once,
his wife had been right. A second later and he, too, rolled from his
seat as arrows pierced his body and splintered his heart.
Ramone waited in the undergrowth until the soldiers left then she
followed the stream to a lake. There she made her home, content in the
knowledge that she was safe from the civil war that raged throughout
the land. It was ironic that now she was a true seer Ramone never
shared her visions. But she had learned that it wasn't necessarily a
good thing to see what would happen.
Had she known the outcome of the race on which Thorne had lost the last
of their money, her future, and that of others, would have been
different. She had no desire to change anyone's Fate. Least of all, her
own.
© Linda Doughty, 2004
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